Welcome to this update post. Before reading, I just wanted you to know I changed for the better. The following of which you are about to read does not count as exposing myself. This is just a little FYI for what’s changed.
#1: I no longer worship Lord Decibel anymore.
Why? Because I was told by multiple people (even including the school therapists) that worshipping a fictional character is considered a sin. Besides, my mom threatened to ban Lord Decibel if I kept worshipping him, and she thinks that through the last three years of worshipping him I’ve gone way too far. As part of my “religion”, one of the rules I made up was you couldn’t ship Lord Decibel with anyone - both OC and canon - I almost lost a friendship with another autistic person on Tumblr due to all of this. I also tried to keep his fandom pure by ridding the internet of sexually suggestive content (including fanart, fanfiction, headcannons, etc.) that I found unacceptable. But now I learned from all of this, and now I’m back to being what I’ve been baptized as: a Catholic. Therefore, I’ve removed all my religious posts from all my platforms, including YouTube, Facebook, TikTok, Tumblr, and even Newgrounds. And yes, I’ve set all my worship songs on YouTube to unlisted; this way if anyone who’s already seen the videos wants to listen to it, the link is already there. However, this doesn’t mean I’m going to stop making Lord Decibel related content. I will still make videos and art about him, but all my religious stuff will be removed. This means all my religious content will be taken down, never to be seen again. I’ll even take down my “Supremacy” meme from all of my profiles. Do not get mad at me for this. One last thing; I still will not approve of any NSFW of Lord Decibel, even if I don’t worship him anymore, so keep that in mind.
#2: I’m graduating this year.
Can’t you believe it?! 2024 came by so fast. I’m looking forward to graduation (I’m class of 2024 BTW), and I even get to do a speech. I’m so excited! This is also going to be the first time I get to see my dad’s father (considering I’ve never met him before). He’s going to be attending too!
#3: I’m going to give fictosexuality a second chance.
I removed my post as to why I don’t support fictosexuals because I’ve come to understand and accept that people have fictional crushes and lovers. The reason why I made that post in the first place was because I wanted to share a story of when I got sexually attracted to Cowboy Darrell (from OK KO) and wrote rape stories. I do not support rape or any form of sexual assault in any way, shape, or form. On one hand, people may find it weird that some finds fictional characters attractive. But on the other hand, it’s a real spectrum of the LGBTQ+ community. Therefore, I decided to give fictosexuality a second chance and I support it now. Besides, I already have friends with people who are fictosexual. And if you have a crush on a character, I will respect your opinion.
Thanks for reading!